Love The Way you Lie

This is not a post about the song by Eminem and Rihanna, It's a personal post. In the past year I have been in two relationships very funny ones at that. I ended the first one and started the next one and second person is amazing, dunno if it's gonna last as we hardly ever see each other and I always fuck up relationships one way or the other but in my case I can't say I love you to any one without laughing after I say it so.................... I'm at a loss say I Love you and get laughed at or wait for the person to fuck up once more and get heart broken one more time